Everyone goes on here, and so am I lately, I used to hate myself so deeply that I leave me behind. Now everything has changed, this new world took from me what I had best. And to be honest I don't know if that is a good think or a bad one. Because with this, all that blame of the past disappeared. I'm free ! If I'm selfish, bad or cocky, I'm feel normal, but... maybe is not so good to be that way after all ...
So I'm stuck again, by my one mind, so sad isn't it? In this case,it's easier to leave things as they are: to be bad - is good ! But all that kindness, warm smiles, patience what I used to have, is in fog, I don't have it anymore. It remained as a nice dream that connects me to home, and that's it, nothing more ...
