...flash of memories...

      N-am stiut sa ma bucur de nici o aventura din viata mea, le-am refuzat asteptand ceva lifetime, mai calitativ ziceam, am gresit cu siguranta sensul calitatii, in nici un caz nu se gaseste in ceva unlimited. Ce silly... cine ar refuza sa manance o prajitura buna, doar pentru faptul ca s-ar termina la un moment dat ...? Nobody, te asigur...

       Tinem pasari rare in colivii stramte, gandindu-ne ca o sa ne bucuram mai mult de prezenta lor, poate ne-am fi bucurat pe deplin daca le-am fi oferit libertatea, poate chiar s-ar fi intors, recunoscatoare pentru gestul nostru, si atunci... am fi simtit ca izbucneste-n noi o fericire de necontrolat...

       O fericire lifetime, in schimbul unui regret cu aceeasi lungime de unda  ....

Just read ...

I did a mistake, a big mistake. I think I ruined my family peace. I took it to a place where it will be destroyed. I realy didn't know, I swear ! It's a place where is supposed to be a better life for all of us.
My husband says that I did a good thing.  Did I ?  Because is not looks like ...

Maybe will be after all, what I know?  This is just the beginning and all beginnings are tough. But i'm getting crazy, cos for the first time  in my life i'm really damn stuck.

Sometimes I want to leave life, and I always wonder why I am not allowed. It's not fair, you know ...   Some of us enjoy the life, I don't...